utterly useless

I have a feeling all the plans I have for the summer will just cave in on me,
aparently im not house sitting anymore because rays rang his sister so she might be flying in from spain! Maaaaan and they're was stuff i wanted to do
and tbh NEED to do before i go back to school. I'm feeling pretty let down but tbh I never expected it to happen anyways. I mean do good things ever happen to me? I think not, maybe I doubt to much but I really just can't shake this feeling of shittyness. On the bright side if she does come over I might get to go to Spain :D. I'm really not prepared for a holiday like but all the same it will be nice to soak up from the sun, plus I like doing this spontaniously it feels good. Maybe thats just what I need to get away from all of this, I mean me saying 'this' just means nothing as nothing happens in my life. I think I need a boyfriend tbh, ha heard me like I've ever had a relationship. I'd problies die tbh oh well let the dying commence. At least going to see harry potter finally with my mam has saved a few quid and I'm getting £10 on Sunday so I think I'm going to buy myself something I really want a sweater but there £25 minimum and I think I'll only have £20 tops :( Oh well :D look on the brightside of life ey Eden you are going to leeds in like 32 days or something :D:D:D:D
yey bring on the festivle ma love.
-WTAS!